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The Shadow and the Inner Child 3D Render, Digital Artwork by vcproductions3dx
The Shadow and the Inner Child
3D Render by vcproductions3dx
Life's been rough for me lately, so I decided to start journaling and doing a bit of shadow work.
One of the exercises was to describe my Shadow Self in a physical form, as well as the Inner Child within.
After I wrote the description, I decided to create it in DAZ.
The Shadow Self is myself at 14/15- my hirsutism was bad, I wore frumpy, rundown clothes, and my voice was gone due to oversinging. I questioned my gender- it was more of "I don't fit the definition of a girl[because of my facial and body hair], but I don't have a penis, so what am I?" I tried so much to tell 'friends' and 'lovers' about it but they didn't understand me.

Within my Shadow Self is the Inner Child, the princess. She's alone and scared, waiting for a rescuer.

Pushee-RiWed, Jan 22, 2025
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About your picture itself: it is very interesting and atmospheric and already attracted me as a thumbnail (without having read your description).

Art therapy - whether with a brush, pencil or DAZ - is a great way to fight your inner demons and perhaps even overcome them.

I wish you good luck, a wagon load of good vibes ... and a really big whack at those dumb demons smile
vcproductions3dx
Karma: 724
Thu, Jan 23, 2025
Thank you so much for the support!
I've always seen myself as more of a writer than an artist before I started working in DAZ.
However, I've noticed I have difficulty communicating my thoughts in words, so that's where DAZ comes in.
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mrtauredWed, Jan 22, 2025
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vcproductions3dx
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Thu, Jan 23, 2025
Yeah. It took a while to describe the Shadow.
Beautiful MisfitsWed, Jan 22, 2025
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Wishing you the very best and a lot of strength. Your inner child will find the rescuer in herself, it's just a matter of time.
You're on the right way < 3
Best of luck < 3
vcproductions3dx
Karma: 724
Thu, Jan 23, 2025
Thank you so much for the kind words!
Beautiful Misfits
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Thu, Jan 23, 2025
I'm going through hell as well, a very different one and we need endorsement, no matter, how our hell looks like.
So I mean it from the bottom of my heart, that I wish you the very best.

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