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Aleatory Franca #454 - To Say Out Loud
3D Render by Nemmesea"Sometimes I wonder when I learned to stay still
while everything around me kept changing.
There are things I never say,
not because they hurt,
but because I still don’t know how to name them.
Nostalgia, for instance…
the kind that arrives uninvited
when the light falls at just the angle
that reminds me
of who I was
and what I’ve learned to leave behind.
I’m not broken.
I’m simply made of layers I don’t show to everyone.
Of silences that weigh more than my words.
Of memories that are not tragedy,
but not quite rest either.
Sometimes I close my eyes
and see myself as if I were someone else:
braver,
lighter,
more willing to let go of what I keep out of habit.
I’m not lost.
I’m just learning to recognize
the part of me I always tried to protect.
The part that, at last,
is beginning to speak."
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*This character is available for those who wish to include her in their projects. Information regarding her acquisition can be found through my usual platforms. <3
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Programs & Materials:
-DAZ3D,
-Photoshop, Adobe Substance 3D Painter
-Wacom Intous Pro
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I hope that like it!
Thanks so much for see me! ^.^
XoXO
while everything around me kept changing.
There are things I never say,
not because they hurt,
but because I still don’t know how to name them.
Nostalgia, for instance…
the kind that arrives uninvited
when the light falls at just the angle
that reminds me
of who I was
and what I’ve learned to leave behind.
I’m not broken.
I’m simply made of layers I don’t show to everyone.
Of silences that weigh more than my words.
Of memories that are not tragedy,
but not quite rest either.
Sometimes I close my eyes
and see myself as if I were someone else:
braver,
lighter,
more willing to let go of what I keep out of habit.
I’m not lost.
I’m just learning to recognize
the part of me I always tried to protect.
The part that, at last,
is beginning to speak."
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*This character is available for those who wish to include her in their projects. Information regarding her acquisition can be found through my usual platforms. <3
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------!!
Programs & Materials:
-DAZ3D,
-Photoshop, Adobe Substance 3D Painter
-Wacom Intous Pro
---
I hope that like it!
Thanks so much for see me! ^.^
XoXO
















































